The truth: It took a lifetime.
For as long as I can remember, my body has spoken in whispers and storms — but I didn’t always understand the language.
I’ve lived a lifetime in a body that felt too sensitive, too reactive, too fragile to fully trust. I was constantly navigating strange symptoms, intense food sensitivities, unexplained fatigue, and emotional waves that felt heavier than they should have. It wasn’t just one thing — it was everything. IBS. Histamine intolerance. Goiter. Gastritis. Non-pituitary edema. Allergies to things most people don’t even think about: honey, eggs, bitters, aloe, coconut, avocado. I spent thousands of dollars on supplements, trying to fix it — and ended up giving many of them to my son to keep in his pantry.
For over 10 years, I ate clean. No processed foods. Just whole, nourishing meals — or so I thought.
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The Breakdown Before the Breakthrough
Looking back, the real breakdown began around October 2023. I was eating large quantities of what I thought were the healthiest things: raw vegetables, potatoes, sweet potatoes, greens, nuts, and protein. I was consuming hormone-supportive foods — estrogen-rich, vitamin-packed — in massive amounts, hoping to nourish and heal myself from the inside out.
But it only made me feel worse.
I gained around 10 pounds and felt more depleted than ever. I kept eating, thinking I must be missing something. But nothing helped. I didn’t know where to turn. In desperation, I hired a health coach around January 2025, thinking maybe I needed to invest in support.
But the guidance she offered was the same I’d already tried for a decade — and it just made things worse. She wasn’t the right one for me. And I don’t blame her — she simply wasn’t the one Spirit had in mind for my healing.
Then, a friend told me about a gifted acupuncturist — someone who had studied Chinese medicine, Native American medicine, and was now studying to become a doctor. I went to see her and poured out my story. She listened. She saw me. And she recommended something that no one else had: the MTHFR gene test.
That test changed everything.
It confirmed what I had suspected all along — that my body processes certain nutrients differently, especially B vitamins. It brought clarity to why I had felt depleted for so long, despite doing “everything right.”
That’s when the healing began.
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The Ten Days That Changed Everything
In June 2025, I spent ten days at a friend’s house — a place I’d visited many times, but this visit was unlike any other. The energy was different. The land felt alive. My body felt… new.
I noticed my skin looked clearer, my breath felt lighter, and I wasn’t waking up in pain. I had more energy, more stillness, more clarity. It was like I had stepped into a new body — one that could finally receive the light I’d been working so hard to allow in.
And that’s when Spirit sent the signs.
One evening, I saw a partial rainbow — not a full arc, but I could see both ends. It felt like a bridge between two worlds. Then just days later, a powerful lightning storm moved in. I stepped outside and started snapping pictures — not thinking, just following instinct. And when I looked back through the photos, I saw magic.
The moon glowed through the clouds, casting down a vertical beam of light like a celestial sword. The lightning lit up the sky and revealed heart-like shapes, sacred geometry hidden in the storm. It felt like the sky was speaking directly to me.
“You are not the same. This is your rebirth.”
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Spirit’s Whisper
If you’re reading this and wondering if it ever gets better — it does.
But sometimes, the journey isn’t linear.
Sometimes your body has to break down the old wiring before it can hold more light.
Sometimes the rainbow only appears after a storm you didn’t think you’d survive.
And sometimes, it takes a lifetime to get to the ten days that change everything.
You are not too much. You are not too sensitive.
You are not behind.
You are exactly where you’re meant to be.
Spirit’s Whisper:
“What feels like depletion may be the beginning of your deepest replenishment.”
